dismissed

it feels like i've been beating down a door

i hit it one more time

finally it gives in

only for there to be nothing but a wall behind it

it feels like running around in circles seeing all the same signs

but hoping for there to be an end even with no exit in sight

it feels like repeating the same thing expecting it to register differently

maybe make more sense

but instead it's frustration

it feels like a constant back and forth no end is near

you can only hope it gets better or maybe more clear

it feels like loneliness not being understood

what can i say to make you see what i've been fighting for?